AU in which both Thor and Loki survive the beginning of IW, but Thor is dusted in the snap.
All at once, shock, panic, denial, and despair overwhelm him. The world around him loses its color and blurs. He barely knows how to breathe. His body feels like it belongs to someone else. He doesn’t remember sitting. How long will he remain there before time begins to move again? What is there for him now that they’ve lost the war (he’s lost everything)? His only conviction in that moment is that he was never supposed to be the one to survive.
Painted in the Autodesk Sketchbook app. 10+ hrs. Mostly pastel brushes.
Find what you love and let it kill you. Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness. Let it kill you and let it devour your remains. ― Charles Bukowski