Sorry I’ve been sort of absent from the fandom recently. I’ve had a lot of shit going on, and even though I finished the main thing that was weighing me down (the journal paper), I’ve sort of gotten out of the habit of being active on Tumblr and I’ve been feeling kind of alienated from the fandom (Loki and Thorki) for what I should think are obvious reasons. I haven’t even bothered to watch videos of Tom’s interviews at Ace Comic Con because I’m thinking it’s not worth it to be emotionally invested in Loki or his fate.
I don’t want to abandon the fics I’m writing. I do want to get back into writing them. Or maybe that’s a second-order desire: I want to want to get back to writing. I’m feeling less depressed and anxious than I had been, probably because I finished the paper and because I’ve been settling into the new place and new job. Maybe my motivation and excitement will return. I’ll try keeping the documents open on my computer so at least I’ll be thinking about it.
Loki is the Philosopher King 