foundlingmother:
Ok, I get it, we’re all very sad in the Thorki fandom, but can we please start churning out fix-its? No more fics about Thor crying over Loki. Please, I beg you! JUST GIVE HIM LOKI BACK OH MY GOD!
I feel I have the right to say this since I wrote a thing where he gets Loki back.
Yeah… I don’t think I can write fix-it fic, at least not yet, because I’m pretty sure it’s not going to turn out any better than we’ve seen. The theories about why Loki is still alive and/or will be back are giving me some very tentative hope, but I’m still betting that Loki won’t be back, except maybe in flashbacks or some kind of B.A.R.F.-facilitated reenactment, because it seems pretty clear to me that Marvel doesn’t care about him or his fans and they’re tired of bringing him back from the dead. I have a hard time disregarding canon; even with Ragnarok, I have to find ways to reinterpret it rather than rewriting it to my satisfaction. I think that indulging in imagined versions of canon where Loki survives or comes back would interfere with my process of confronting the hard facts: that this is really the end that the creative team gave to a character I love, and this is really the low regard in which they hold me and others like me. Maybe it’s just that I’m firmly in the “anger” stage and I don’t want to move either backward into denial or forward into (fictional) bargaining…
I did consider writing a sad “Thor grieving” fic, but I guess I already did that once so I don’t need to do it again. If I get back into writing, anything I write (such as updates to my WIPs…) will be set before Infinity War happened so that I can ignore its events with a good conscience.