lokislonelylady replied to your post: I’m having a lot of feelings and I can’t stop…

I sometimes wonder if it is unhealthy to read fan fiction that is depressing whump style torture/angst stories that I know will make me cry and do and to even seek them out sometimes, like my own depression and life isn’t bad enough I gotta add in fictional pains to rub salt in and bring on tears of someone else’s pain I can identify with. And yep how to explain to counselor/doctor/family/non fan fiction Real Life people?

Haha, @lokislonelylady, funny you should mention whump-style torture stories because that’s exactly what I read… and I hadn’t done it in a while, because I knew it wasn’t good for me and for the most part I’m not even into it anymore, but it was so well-written… FML.