I am a pianist.
The assumption that you have to be one or the other annoys the hell out of me. I don’t believe in “stanning,” because it seems to involve being convinced that your favorite is a perfect angel who has never done anything wrong. If you think that about either of those characters, you did not watch the same movies I did. Conversely, if you think either of them is completely and irredeemably wicked, you did not watch the same movies I did. They are both interestingly flawed (Loki more so, to my mind – more flawed, and more interesting). Really appreciating an interesting character in all their complexity precludes stanning.