“I’ve never had a fic hit 1k kudos I’m a bad writer”? That’s not exactly encouraging to those of us who never had a fic hit 150 (until a tiny post-Ragnarok one-shot became Kudos Georg, but still < 500).
It’s more being self-denigrating to myself because I’m like that, but I will apologise for that comment. I’m sorry if I made you feel bad.
As an ex-anorexic, I am well-acquainted with the paradox of self-deprecation that ends up insulting other people.
Me: I’m so fat, it’s disgusting.
Friend: I’m objectively fatter than you are.
Me: Well, maybe you weigh more, but you don’t *look* fat.
Friend: Uh huh.